Unsettled

I walk into work and my mind rushes through so many ideas on how to get out of this place. I don’t want to walk away into an entrepreneurial job, solely on thinking I have to make this work because this is my last choice. That’s a lot of pressure! Some can do that and it works totally fine but me? I need all the exit signs before jumping ship.

I have anxiety walking towards the building, over thinking how people view me, thinking I won’t ever find a position that’ll accept me and pay for not just living costs but my worth as an employee. Being pruned so I am ready for my next position is what this is, because I can only go up. I will not accept mediocre positions and settle for simple.

Something about this feeling. Where I know I can do more, but I just don’t know how or where to step.

Limbo.

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