I feel..

Growth but stunted. Moving but stationary. Free but restrained. Thinking but absent.

I can’t keep coming up with blogs and feeling down on myself. At one point it has to shift, and it will. But, knowing that the time is not now, is okay with me.

I feel..

A breakthrough but disoriented. Pleasant but dissatisfied. Beautiful but not good enough. Outspoken but still never understood. Tired but still fighting.

Fighting.

Feeling strong but fragile to speak. Silent but very loudly explaining expectations. Suppressing but really trying get through my issues. Tired.